GANITO AKO
Just some thoughts from my inner personality. Kwento ng isang duguing kohl sehna agent sa tuktok ng kabundukan.
i’m all alone, yet i’m surrounded with people. i hear only silence while they make a lot of noise. But who is more fortunate – me or those people who can see or hear? I onced cursed my fate to be in total darkness and silence. Now i do so no more. I’ve come to realize that i am better off without seeing – the indignities people do to other people (this makes me ashamed that i am called MAN). I am better of without hearing – the screams and cries, the anger and. Now, I take each day as it comes. Rejoicing in the smell of the flowers opening their petals; the icy flow of the water through the stream; the sweet and buttery taste of pancakes for breakfast and the joy of reading the stories from my fingertips. I live such until God decides to take me home to see and hear again
i am no one, yet i could be someone. i
live for nothing, yet i always look for something. i
could be any one, yet i am the only one. i am yours, but
not for long. i am nobody. i have
nothing…nothing..nothing. but i have
me..alone…hahaha…wrong. why am i living, for special
purpose..secret…i am you…you are me… i am special,
but has no value… i am sinners… i have sinned… where
am i? here..just here… look for me…and you’ll know who
the real me…hinding inside me…locked…witout keys…
without exceptions…just me..only me…
i drive myself insane. i think to much, which leads me to drink to much. i don;t cry enough for someone my age… no matter how hard i try i cant force the tears to come, which i know would bring me some sort of relief.
dont get me wrong, sometimes i’ll be living in a blissful heaven, but other times i feel this huge frustration, this yearning for soemthing more, to suck MORE juices out of my life. i dont understand what is missing, but i know there is something. i want an extreme life. i want to be constantly whirling about from place to place so i dont have to think.
beRDeNG ManSAnAs 
Maldito said,
October 19, 2007 @ 6:18 am
Salamat naman at nagustuhan mo mga entries ko kahit walang kwenta ek ek ang isunusulat ko…tambay lang…salamat sa pag daan and keep on posting!!u know what?paborit ko ang green apple…at ang kulay green..wow!hehhe
Betsy said,
February 27, 2008 @ 6:34 am
Hi! I’ve added you on my blog roll ha 🙂 Kakaaliw yung mga posts mo 😛
Aris said,
March 23, 2009 @ 6:05 am
Hello1 just dropping by! How are you! I hope you’re always fine! Keep blogging…
dimpol said,
April 29, 2009 @ 7:39 am
Hi Aris… thanks for the visit
Ane said,
May 4, 2010 @ 8:30 am
Wish I have known of your blog earlier Dimpz! you’ve totally been holding out on me! 🙂 Miss yah lots! 🙂
Carter Andrango said,
August 7, 2010 @ 11:15 am
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